I have so many thoughts I can’t complete them anymore without wondering if you will think I’m stupid That’s one of my worst fears is dying before I make the suffering worth it It’s dying before I get to say goodbye And if I don’t make it back just know that I tried I once had a friend that lost all hope He was knocking on death’s door clutching a bag of dope Last time I saw him was the first time I saw him cry in the passenger seat hoping God would just let him die Yeah he got what he wanted crushed friends and a broken home Yeah he got what he wanted His love was better off alone Crushed friends and a broken home There’s nowhere I’d rather be than in the past with my cousins two thousand and three A child at Grandma’s wishing Mom would just take us home She didn’t recognize Dad Her cancer rotted to her bone We were children once with a pocket full of stars and fairy dust Before the trauma Before the violence The sexual assault and the forceful silence We’ve got a chance to make it better Russ shot the fentanyl on purpose He didn’t even leave a letter I won’t tell you friend to forget all of your pain But I’m suffering too hope you know I feel the same
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