Didn’t ask to feel this way No, I didn’t want to stay in my bed I’m not lazy I’m just fucking sick And the blood tests won’t take care of me and you know I’ve tried that therapy I’m not complaining I’m just letting you know It’s like carrying the coffin to your own bloody wake But my aching joints and rapid heart were no one’s mistake And even the most broken can find a way to heal With a new vision of hope and a new way to feel I spent these years carrying my own weight May need a lot of breaks but I walk at my own pace I’ll take every pill I will take every shot If it means just getting rid of what I got I’ll live And I’m speaking to the world in a prayer and I’ll tell them just what I think I’ll catch up soon I just need a break And it’s not up to you to tell me how I fucking feel You weren’t dealt my hand and they weren’t your cards to deal It’s like carrying the coffin to your own bloody wake But my aching joints and rapid heart were no one’s mistake And even the most broken can find a way to heal With a new vision of hope and a new way to feel I spent these years carrying my own weight May need a lot of breaks but I walk at my own pace I’ll take every pill I will take every shot If it means just getting rid of what I got I’ll live
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